just another fence i need to jump

i'm not pretty sure what i want to say right now. i'm all muddled up, but i'm definitely happy. i don't want to focus on the negative things, but i need to face them. so here goes:

this is just another fence i need to jump. it's just another one of those obstacles that i've seen again and again, and this time, i'm going to make it. i want to change too. i don't want to stay the same person, to commit the same mistakes and all that crap. i want to learn something new now, and i just need that little push.

maybe this time i've found that push. maybe this time i'll be able to do this, to stay strong, to keep on smiling.

this is just another test -- and i can prove that i WILL survive.

on a random note: lookie this cute thing:

isn't rainbow sheep cute? :D

-shing

yours truly was on tv

here's an easy way to get your mug face on the big screen:

if ever you see this awesomely big bad ass camera just standing on its stand, you walk towards it, smile at the lens, and then shout 'IS THIS ON?', add a little wave towards it and flash a genuine, drunken looking smile.

and that is how i got interviewed for Y Speak's Shout Out during the Toycon :)) i can feel that manong camera man was inwardly laughing when he saw me just staring at the lens, laughing and pointing at it :P





laugh -- it's the only thing you can do when you see a familiar face on TV :))

--shing